✨ Join With Gold: The Meaning Behind NP Fellow’s Paid Tier
The beauty in the cracks and scars.
“As you shed old programming and your perspective expands, what you once enjoyed may shift and situations that once caused tension may no longer trouble you. As your mind becomes clearer and lighter, the world begins to look new. Periods of integration, in which you get to know yourself again, are just as important as great leaps forward.”
A Note from Me
Hi, I’m Jessica.
When I sit down to write NP Fellow each week, I think about the people who might stumble across these words right when they need them most.
Maybe they’re stuck in rumination, maybe they’re fighting for clarity, or maybe they just need a reminder that healing is possible.
That’s why I keep every article free—because I believe everyone deserves access to this kind of support, no matter where they are in life.
Join with Gold isn’t about unlocking hidden content. It’s about sustaining this mission so I can keep showing up here, week after week, month after month, and year after year with research, insight, and heart!!
If this work has given you hope, clarity, or encouragement, I’d be honored if you’d consider supporting it.
With love and gratitude,
Jess
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✨ Join With Gold: The Meaning Behind NP Fellow’s Paid Tier
The beauty in the cracks and scars.
In Japan, there’s an art form called Kintsugi.
When a piece of pottery breaks, instead of discarding it or hiding the damage, artisans repair it with gold.
The cracks are not covered up—they are highlighted, filled, and honored as part of the object’s story.
Kintsugi teaches us that our flaws are not failures. Our scars are not signs of weakness.
They are proof of survival—evidence of resilience. The brokenness becomes what makes us strong, unique, and beautiful.
This philosophy is woven into the heart of NP Fellow.
Here, we don’t run from the hard things. We embrace them head on baby.
We don’t deny the cracks life leaves behind.
Instead, we learn to embrace them, repair them with intention, and transform them into sources of strength.
That’s the meaning behind Join with Gold.
The Two Meanings of Gold
Gold carries two stories in my life, and both are inseparable from this work.
First, the art of Kintsugi.
To join with gold is to honor your scars. It’s to look at your life, your challenges, and your healing not as something to be hidden, but as something that makes you stronger. It’s a philosophy of self-repair, of becoming whole again, and of embracing resilience.
Second, my professional story.
Before creating this newsletter, I spent five years as a pediatric hematology/oncology nurse and earned my CPHON certification.
In the nursing world, gold carries another meaning: September is Pediatric Cancer Awareness Month, and the ribbon is gold.
Gold represents strength, courage, and the fight to protect and heal.
When I created this supporter tier, Join with Gold, I wanted it to reflect both truths:
That healing is possible, even through the cracks.
That resilience is sacred, and worth honoring with gold.
The Mission of NP Fellow
Every Sunday, I write NP Fellow for people who want more than surface-level health tips.
My readers are motivated, astute, and ready to take ownership of their well-being.
🌀Here’s what this space is really about:
Preventing thought rumination so you don’t spiral in cycles of worry.
Reframing negative thoughts into constructive ones.
Applying neuroplasticity—the science of rewiring your brain—to build new patterns of resilience.
Empowering you to become the CEO of your own health!!
Practicing functional medicine and mental clarity tools that help you prevent chronic disease, strengthen your mind, and live with intention.
Every letter is designed to be research-backed and practical, but also warm and trustworthy—like the friend you’d call at 2am when you need someone who “gets it.”
Why Join With Gold?
Here’s the most important part: NP Fellow will always remain free.
I believe everyone deserves access to this knowledge, regardless of their ability to pay.
The work of preventing chronic disease, building mental resilience, and spreading hope is way too important to put behind a paywall.
But some of you have asked: “Jessica, how can I support this work?”
That’s why I created the paid tier, Join with Gold.
By joining, you’re not unlocking hidden content. You’re fueling a mission. You’re helping keep these letters free for everyone who needs them—while becoming part of the inner circle sustaining this work.
As a supporter, you’ll occasionally receive gifts of gratitude: behind-the-scenes notes and bonus digital products.
But more than anything, you’ll know that your support is spreading resilience, transformation, and healing into more lives.
Pricing
$12.99/month
$125/year (20% cheaper—works out to just $10.42/month)
$250 Founding Tier—lifetime supporter access + bonus behind the scenes notes.
Choosing the annual plan saves you more than $30 compared to paying monthly—it’s like getting nearly three months as a gift!!!
Final Thoughts
Kintsugi reminds us that cracks are not shameful—they are proof of survival.
Pediatric cancer awareness reminds me that resilience is sacred, and healing is worth honoring with gold.
That’s what Join with Gold means.
If NP Fellow has helped you prevent rumination, reframe your thoughts, or take one step closer to clarity and health, I’d be honored if you’d consider joining.
With deep gratitude,
Thank you for reading this article.
Until next Sunday,
—Jessica
Your 2am friend who actually gets it
“The world is a giant pool of moving vibrations, waves of energy emitted from all beings. When we cultivate our minds, we cleanse our personal vibe. We reclaim our power by not yielding to whats flows around us and by allowing what is within us to come forward. Remember, the energy you most often repeat is the energy you will most easily connect with. Your vibration is always shining and affecting your environment.” —Yung Pueblo
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🌀NP Fellow will always be free—but if you’d like to support this mission, you can now Join with Gold!
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I love the posts you’ve been putting out Jess, I hope my subscription helps you keep up with the amazing work, it’s a powerful message , appreciate you